The Struggle

I never knew that crossing off bucket list items this stage in the game would be so hard.  This disease has sucked every ounce of energy I have to wake up in the morning.  It is beyond hard to have a positive outlook everyday you wake up and feel like death, but I am trying my best.  Restarting Full Sail has been one of my biggest accomplishments and I know that it is what I need to do, to ultimately be okay with dying at such a young age.  The last few weeks I have been bed ridden but all I can see is the finish line of graduation that is coming in April.  Today has been beyond rough, I pray tomorrow will be easier.